I'm just feeling so bad..

In somewhere right now. Help my mom made a decision this morning. Well, after making that decision and talk a lot to mom, finally she decided what to do. However, after that, I'm just feeling so bad..and too bad. No any other word to describe my feeling. Ouchhhh...pain pain..hmm..was the decision wrong or right I really don't understand..just hope that everything will go fine and smooth..blessed to you and the family :)