你：）

人海茫茫中，遇见的你。。
故事也就这样的开始了。。

你，或许不是最有钱。。
或许不是最聪明。。
或许不是最好看。。
或许不是最厉害。。
或许不是最体贴。。

可是，

你却是
最疼我。。
最宠我。。
最想我。。
最关心我。。
最保护我。。
最明白我。。
最了解我。。的人。。

真的觉得很开心有你的陪伴。。就算现在也是一样。。
你的怀抱和肩膀。。一直都是因为我而开。。让我想依靠的时候，就有地方让我依靠。。
谢谢你，亲爱的：）

哈哈:)

BALL

Since I was a kid,life of mine is like a ball. Seriously, whenever people feel like playing, they will play it. Whenever there don't, there will always kick me aside. Am I that fun to be played? Oh well, I don't really mind if they feel fun..as long as there are happy I will be happy too.:) *That's how I survive* Be as happy as I can.

Simple problems and issues are actually easy to solved but human is the one who make it complicated. Agree? I always don't mind how cruel others treat me. Because I always thought that, if I treat people well, they will also treat me well. *blink blink eyes*
Time flies very fast and I getting afraid to be a ball. I always try to treat others as nice as I can although I don't like.* But that's life* . But don't know why, they always feel that my care is such annoying until they feel like getting far away from me. Am I that annoying and scary? Or I am nothing or no one to them?

Sometimes, I really don't know what should I do to make them like me. I am trying to be an adult. Think maturely. Haih. No one would understand how I feel. I don't have any other purpose but just to treat peoples around me as good as I can. Am I too over until I cross the boundaries? I wish I won't cross the boundaries but still..I am crossing it. *guessing* I guess it is because I am scared of losing peoples that I care much. I wish to stay by their side to accompany and support them whenever they faced problems or difficulties. But,the outcomes is always negative. It always go somewhere up side down. :(

Being honest, sometimes I care people not because I want them to care me. I did it just because I really did it sincerely. I have nothing much to say if they don't like it.

Life is always like this.The dark side of my world seems like calling for me. That world is so much scary until........*no words can describe*

Haih. Failure in life. I failed in everything. Seriously. I hate being a ball once again.

Owhh~ I am just being too random to post this. Anyways, I hopes that peoples that I care will be happy. If they feel happy and comfortable without my care, I am willing to leave their life. Just tell me and I will do so. :l

I am tired of thinking it. I need rest :)

我很幸福

不知道你会不会看到：
我想跟你说。。我很幸福。。我很快乐的。。只是说，有时感到很压力才会觉得很不开心，才会乱发脾气。。不过好才有你的耐心一直在鼓励我。。：）有时我真的想太多了。。弄得你很生气。。很不高兴。。真的很想跟你说声对不起，请原谅我的任性。。
我在想，如果没有你的耐心的话，那。。现在的我，会是怎样的呢？我`自己也不知道。。
放心吧，我觉得很开心因为每次都有你在陪伴我。你每天都对我那么好，我能不开心吗？哈哈。。真的觉得有你的陪伴真好！谢谢你一直都在我身边。。陪伴我度过我的喜怒哀乐。。
可是我想跟你说。。我更跟想陪你度过你的喜怒哀乐呢。。：）
我真的真的真的很xxxxx开心。。

Really randomly

I am a very very random girl that pass by in your life. I might pass by once and will not pass by for the second time. Or I might be a person that always pass by your life without any special reason, I guess? haha..don't care la.. Well, my post for today has no special reason cause I am just being too bored. You all know what I mean is it? Bored means I have nothing to do. >.<
haha..outside the glasses is now raining. Yea.. Heavy rain so it is very cool..* hugsss*
Hmm..year 2010 had passed two weeks. I spend my two weeks in doing nothing meaningful I guess. Oh well..I should do something meaning. :P Okie la..I have been working like usual..everyday and of course not included Sunday. Hmm..suddenly think of to blog my year 2010 resolutions :

Here it goes :

*work hard [in everything ]
*study even more harder
*get a better result
*continue my piano class [I have been to lazy to learn..but I really loves piano ] [daddy..buy me a piano please T.T]
*go to church and cell group often
*be a good girl
*be good to people around me
*love myself and people around me MORE
*loss some weight pls T.T
*clever a bit [is this consider?]
*stop spending money and save some for the good of myself
*lovessss sportsssss more!

hehe..I guess thats all..cause I don't know else to say..blek!!!

bubbye!

With love,
Me and only me
[White Angel] <3<3