i'm sick..

haih..yesterday still healthy but today..sick o..
hate sick cause its late long time to me to recover..as final is around the corner..
haiz..hope can recover soon..recover itself..hate go see doctor..eeeeiii..

white angel,hope you are around me...

把快乐和生命留给别人,把悲伤和死亡留给自己..meaningful..:P

a DaY..

Just now go Taman Bulatan jogging o..want to keep fit but the real purpose is to maintain my health lah..Thats what I always do..Always find the solution after the problem..@@..
Feel tired also lolz..
Haiz..this week almost at the end lolz..cause tomorrow is Thursday already la..another week gonna finish already..Then,will be 4 weeks left already..

But still @@..don't know what to do..Actually I got decision already..I had set something in my mind already but the problem here is how i gonna do that thing?Just do it without caring others feeling?but if i care about others feeling, then who will be caring my feeling?Thats the problems..If i do what I like to do, then sure someone will sad and angry..how?Stress with things..Its had to choose the road not taken..

520..Elaine's birthday..

Happy Birthday to u..Elaine..
Just having dinner with Elaine they all to celebrate her birthday..
wow..everything back to normal including friendship..YEAH!!HAPPY lah..

This semester almost come to the ending but i'm still blur here..don't know what to do..
But the most important thing is to pass my final exam first lah..others,just put it by my side a while..but now really lack of time...but still don't have any decision yet..see how things go on first lah..but hope to get good news..haha

This few week well be very very busy due to final..there is many projects, assignments, and presentation that need to be finish in 3 weeks..3 weeks, not a long period and not a short period..so well be super busy..

erm..I think thats all for to night cause still need to rush an assignment..WSR lah..hihi..
night night to all..

curTin caMp..

this is what we had done..
Just came back from camp,SUPER TIRED!!
3days 2 nights,..I just go they at morning but I go Lee Min's house to sleep at night.cause as you all know,curtin's mosquito are very "PRO"..
This camp really make me very tired..but I had gained something from the camp..
I like the seminar of "Chase Your Dream"..what she talk really give me some ideas on what should I do.."Don't do what you don't like to do because you are wasting the time"..I like this word very much..meaningful to me..
At this camp,my group name was May' o8..we do some project at the camp..

a busy day again..

wow..today really busy o..actually today only got class till 10 am.But after that,we do discussion..many discussion o..i think this was what uni life is..discussion until 530pm just now..whole day at campus..tired and suffer..headache and stress is getting nearer to me..hope "they" will go away soon.

Really many things surrounding me.Don't know what should I do??Really need someone to guide me..
Joe, if you are by my side,sure you will guide me right??Miss the moment but since everything can't turn back again..what can I do??all are in the pass..now very regret already..regret to put away my hand..Like what you ever say to me, I'm really really blur in making decision..

Wish to knock my head to the wall in the next step.I need a place to breath.Can't breath in the moment..haiz...very very very STRESS!!!

tomorrow will be the Curtin Camp.3 days 2 nights..wish can release the stress..

todAY'S life..

Haiz..just take my blood test report just now..know what happen?i got cholesterol lah..haiz..get cholesterol in such young age already..how come o?need to take less meat,egg,fish, bean and others ler start from now on..okay also,can diet lah..haha..and my liver also..something wrong with it lah..feel scare also..all super high..but will try control my cholesterol first because they say it was related(cholesterol and liver)..haiz..what again arhh?erm..my bilirubin also super high..@@..no wonder I'll get sleepy easily..every moment can feel sleepy and tired..so,i can sleep everywhere and every time..weird@@ still not enough antibiotic lah..our antibiotic must more than 100 ME but mine is just 43 ME..super low..thats why I will get sick easily..aduh hai..need to take booster again..painful lah..but what can do?~@@~

hmmm..about the three guys..i'm really sorry lah..I know I was ridiculous also..sorry lah..I'm not angry again since Monday night..but you guys didn't find us on Tuesday's morning so,we also don't want find you guys lah..you all want face,we also want mah..and night time...if one of you guys talk something with us right,then we will also talk with you guys bah..why want to send apologies' message leh?why can't you guys just come and talk with us leh?we are brothers bah..you all know,if send the appologies' message,it will created more misunderstood lah..like now lah..our friendship getting worst and worst already..why you all don't know that message will bring others meaning leh..for me will lah because I don't know how to explain things in message..I prefer if you talk face to face with me..I think its better than messaging and imaging lol..haiz..now how,no one want to take the first step to talk to each others first ..then,will our friendship just end like that?not good also lah..because something will not have a second chance and times will not turn back again..~~

long t!mE d!dN't pUt sumThg lel~~~

long time didn't blogging lor..
let me think what to say first ya..

yup..thinking about something now..yesterday was my first piano class since I was injured on end of January..I didn't go to piano class for about 3 months..luckily still can remember the notes and others..cause I never do practice de..haha..clever in my piano leh..didn't do practice also can remember..
yer~yesterday was my first class and I get a shot from my piano teacher..actually not shot also but she just say that my nail is too long..*I never cut it since I was injured*..cannot play piano well with long nail de.,this is what she tell me since my first class with her..then, i promise her that i'll cut my nail by next week class..haiz..don't want to cut lah..so "sayang"..hahaha

haiz..today just finish my two mid-term test..accounting 062 and commerce math 062..haha..don't know how to do lah..haiz..sure get low mark again..haiz..don't know can pass or not..
so..this week will not so busy loh..a bit free..=p..cause no accounting tutorial and no ecs class on wednesday..haha..

wow..tomorrow really free o..i got business management lecture from 8am till 930am..then no more class until 6pm for malaysian studies..haha..tomorrow
sketch for malaysian studies o..

haiz..if talk about malaysian studies..,really angry o just now..know why?..no people contact me and tell me that there is no tutorial class for malaysian studies..lee min and I was waiting for 45 minutes..45 minutes man...like stupid people waiting at the class..do nothing..really wasting our time..
they have rehearsal at Morgan's house also didn't tell
us..what the hell!!so,just now we quarrel with Morgan...actually what I angry with is they didn't tell us that the class was canceled!!we are waiting and waiting and waiting..haiz..

am i invisible??why they got anything will not tell me??why i always was the last one to know about everything..am I fierce?will I eat them??why they don't want to tell me anything..I always know everything from Lee Min..If she didn't tell me,,then I will never know anything..just like the malaysian studies sketch..I don't know they canceled it yesterday and I don't know they got rehearsal today..heart break..can care my feeling or not?I will also feel sad..