都是小女孩的错吗？

自从小女孩听到你对她说的那些话时，不知从何起，小女孩的心就开始流眼泪了。。小女孩会觉得她是没人要，没人疼的小孩。。她会认为她是没有爱情的结晶品。。这些对她来说根本就是不小心伤害了她。。可是你们都不知道。。
小女孩其实和其他人一样，很可望你们能真真的爱她。。
或许你们认为小女孩想太多了。。可是这就是她的心声，她的想法。。
她已经很尽力了。。可是她所做的不是你们想要她做的吗？
今天她的心又流眼泪了。。她真的觉得心很痛。。。己然你们觉得是小女孩的错。。那就是她的错。。她认错就是了。。虽然她不知道她到底有什么错。。她认错就是了。。一且都是她的错。。
*她只想做你们的公主~

小女孩

在这世上的莫个角落，活着了一个小女孩。小女孩认为她是世上最辛福的人，父母心中的公主。可是这个小女孩的想法太简单了。她以为世上的一窃都是美好的。。但是小女孩所想的都是恶梦的开始。小女孩其实是活在害怕和不开心的日子里。小女孩的童年其实是没有像其他的小朋友一样的开心。但是为了不想让别人知道，小女孩只好把自己变的坚强和乖。小女孩以前曾经认为一但她乖。。一窃都会变得很好。有不开心的事也好，小女孩只会把它放在心上，自己一个人扛，自己一个人伤心，自己一个人哭。

现在小女孩已经慢慢的长大成人了。她不在是以前的那个小女孩了。她变的根加懂事根坚强。她只想把开心留给身边的人，把不开心留给自己。。。或许因为她的童年吧，女孩养成了一种习惯，那就是对身边的人只报喜不报忧。。对任何人都一样。
对女孩来说，她的母亲是她生命里最重要的人。没有任何人能取代她母亲在她心中的位子。她最不想让她母亲担心的就是她自己。所以女孩只会把开心的事情告诉她的母亲，把不开心的事情放在心上不告诉任何人。

当女孩开始长大时，她曾经想过要离开这里。。想要忘记她的童年。。但是因为莫些事情，女孩还是留在这里。
当女孩觉得一且开始变得美好时。。因为莫些事情，她又在走回恶梦里。
女孩真的觉得很累了。。不想在走回恶梦里。。可是她没的选。。一定要再走回去。。
女孩真的很不想走回头。。为什么都不给她机会呢？

h@ppY TunG zH!

Today is "tung zhi"...so..this is what I had help my mom to make..what is this actually...I also don't know...what i know is..it is make of flour...@@....haha~

tEmp0Rary @irbRush T@tt00

Herm..Just now do nothing at Boulevard so my brother and I went to do temporary airbrush tattoo..this temporary tattoo can last around...ermmm...1 week...but if you want it to last longer, everytime must put powder on it and cannot apply any lotion on it..It's not painful and its very nice actually..haha..and for me, it is not so expensive..let see some photos..

This is mine:

It a rose~

This pattern will cost RM5~

After I take my shower, the colour will become more darker~

This is what my brother choose:

Lizard~

Haha~it is done~Lizard Man~/Cicak Man

This ia another tattoo that he choose and it cost RM 5

~So, this three pattern cost us RM23 but we like it very much~

I am SO H@ppY...YeaH!!!!

Wahahahaha...I am so happy!!!!
Know why?hahaha..
because I pass my exams...Yeah Yeah Yeah..hahahahohoho..
Finally done~On the moment I want to check my results, I am really very very very nervous..I scared that I might failed any units...know what appear in my mind on that time? It was....."If you failed any units, you can stop your studies already"...that's what my mom told me..
If in the past..I will think that..."okay,I don't want to study again since this is not my choices..so just let it failed bah"
But now...I knew that education is very very very important to me...I like Curtin..(Herm..I think so..kekeke)...so I must pass my exams!!
Herm...so....yea..in the end..I have done it...I pass everything with the grade of D..yea..it's just D not HD..but at least I get it although I told myself that I want HD..(*_0)....anyway...I am still very happy!!hahaha..~muakz muakz~
~I will study very very hard in next sem~XD



*Thanks God for answering my prayer*

I Miss mY FrieNds~

Pass is pass..no turning back..and life is like this~
Emm..just viewed my high school friend's profile in facebook..I saw some new uploaded pictures in her album..Its all pictures of my high school's friends which choose to study form 6 after SPM and all of them has just finished their STPM..
When I was looking through all those pictures, I really miss them so much.. I miss my high school, the environment, the air, the teachers, the classrooms, the labs , the hall and everything at there......

Herm..after SPM everyone of us has chosen our own road not taken..Some of us choose to continue studying , some of us choose not to continue studying and some of us choose to get married...(err..i think that was how a life should be...)

But anyway..I really miss the moment that we share everything together weather it is happy or sad~I really miss everyone of you all...and lastly I hope that no matter what kind of road that had been chosen..I will always wish you guys Good Luck and All The Best~~

WoRRy....

Herm..result will be release in this few day...nervous oo..I keep thinking of it (heart attack)...I don't dare to view the result lah..I'm so scare..scare to see the same thing again..I don't want to fail any unit...haiz..
I am wondering if I fail any unit...what will happen?repeating the unit again???haiz..wasting time and money only...repeating a unit is damn expensive ler~(wallet bleeding)..or maybe stop studying??but education is very important nowadays... and I think I won't do that kind of decision again....I am so regret now because last time didn't study hard enough ..I took exam as an easy things but actually it is not~I should not think like that~I need to put more effort on it...
I really really hope that I will pass the units lar...no more repeating and I told myself not to fail any units again in my university life....*_*

Who Is Jesus?

In chemistry, He turned water to wine.
In biology, He was boen without the normal conception.
In physics, He disapproved the law of gravity when He ascended into Heaven.
In economics, He dissapproved the law of diminishing return by feeding 5000 with 2 fishes and 5 loaves o bread.
In medicine, He cured the sick and blind without administering a single dose of drug.
In history, He is the begining and the end.
In govenment, He sad that He shall be called wonderful counselor, Prince Of Peace.
In relegion, He said no one come to the Father expect through Him.
So...Who Is He? He is my Jesus..........



(C)

Gr@ndPa 71 yE@rs old loR....

Today is our gong gong 71st birthday so we celebrate it for him at Grand Palace Hotel..So,before the lunch,I took some photos..in the other hand,waiting for my uncles and aunties and also my little cousins~

Before the lunch:

I know this is idiot face..so,don't comment on it~haha~

Lol..do nothing bah~

At the restaurant:

My brother and I

Mah mah and I~

(I like this picture the most due to the reason of my hair is not messy and I don't look that stupid at here..hahaha)

Jason and I~

Aaron and I~

Lawrence and I~(

haha~see..I'm short and he is so tall..he is just primary 5..)

George and I~

(He is very fat but also very cute!!!)

~My Uncle and I~

Ladies and gentleman.....

~This is the birthday grandpa -my gong gong~Handsome leh?
p/s:Ignore the stupid girl behind~buat kacau only..haha

The Foods:

This will be our first dish of food..Fried Mee Sua

Shark Fin Soup

Fried Chicken with Keropok~Kids love this food~

Sweet and Sour Fish~

Lamb with honey

Tauhu~

"Bai Chai"-(Long Cabbage) with mushroom and ham meat

The Birthday Cake

(Don't know how to say this one)"Sou Bao".(寿包).It's read bean inside..Can consider as bread ehhh..

Lastly the fruits~

Among all this foods,what I like most will be the Honey Lamb..Its taste very nice..sweet sweet de~and actually when I was eating it, I feel like i'm eating Honey Stars...The meat taste so sweet..But I want to try again~

Herm..and ya..the cake is Chocolate Brownie Cheesecake..Haha..Is cheesecake again and I was the one who ordered this cake yesterday..so,you guysshould know why it is cheesecake~hahaha..

My DearesT bRother-Leslie's 18th BirtHdaY

Today is my brother-Leslie 18th birthday..Actually we did not really celebrate it..what my mom do is just bought a cake and cook mee sua for my brother..And..basically..ya..thats all~

~Birthday cake~

~18 years old already~

My dearest brother

Blowing the candles~

And finally..Cutting the cake~

Happy Birthday to you and may all your dreams come true!!!~muakz~

To: Leslie..

I just want to let you know that no matter what had you done, you are still my dearest brother..I will not leave you alone to solve all the diificulties and problems...(Ya..I admit that some of the times I will still nagging about it but what I do is for your good)Just remember that, there is still a sweet home waiting for you~I do hope that everything will go smoothly and everything will be fine..and God will also bless you through out your life..Do bear in mind that..our whole family will support you and don't give up easily~

~God Bless You and Happy Birthday~

~Muakz Muakz~

Tagged by PriS~

1.What's your ambition?
->If you ask me when I was in high school..I will say is to become a nurse..but now..erm..Own a shop that sells things that are related to Disney Character gua..??(Simply answer only..I don't know)(Erm..I hate people asking me this question actually)

2.Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
->Can i choose my mummy??haha..well..as i am single now so is friends lor~

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
->suicide??I love myself very much leh~

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
->Sometimes yes..sometimes no..but actually I don't really have enough confidence in doing anythings..

5.How many babies you want?
->Herm..babies o..I love kids but then....

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
->Yes!!!Rainbow brings hope to me...:)

7.What is your goal for this year?
->To pass all my exam

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
->Eternity love??Can a person love you forever and ever??Erm..not really..but I do hope that I will meet someone like that~haha

9.What's a prefect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?(list 10)
->Mature in thinking, high educated, taller than me,romantic (girls love romantic..haha), rich (money money..kekeke), handsome (lolz) ,same religion as me (I am a christian), loves sports, loves my family members, always concern about me..

10.What are you really afraid of?
->Losing my dearest mummy and my siblings..They are everything for me~<3

11.What are your bad habits?
->Honestly..I always do things at last minutes..including my assignments..I am really lazy enough~and I always late because I don't like to wake up early in the morning since I had graduated from high school~

12.Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
->Erm..to the people who hate me??Erm..i would like to apologies with what I had done~Although I don't know what had I done actually~I'm sorry!!

13.State a random fact about yourself.
->I always put a comb in my bag

14.What does flying means to you?
->Freedom and Travelling

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
->A new Pooh!!

16.Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
->A necklace from my dear(Joan) an the birthday card from the slow motion group..(i still remember what you guys wrote..funny..haha..)

17.Describe the person that tagged you in 7 words.
->pretty,easy going,talkative,friendly,socialable,a strong christian believer,the eldest among her siblings

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
->watching drama (non-stop), playing colour ball game,eat cheesecake and ice-cream

19.What will you become in another 10 years to come?
->Haven think of it yet but what I am sure with is..I am still the same but getting 10 years older already~

20.Who are you?
->a daughter of my dearest mummy,a sister of my siblings,a granddaughter of my grandparents, a daughter of Lord, Jesus Christ..~Jeannie~

21. What do you scare and hate most?
->Worms and Insects...Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yerrrrrrrr


Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal quetion.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 peoples.
List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

Erm..I tag...
1.Joan
2.Sharon.
3.Melanie
4.Mark
5.Raymond
6.Michelle

~PhiLinda and Me~

This is my best friend--Philinda and i call her phil..(as a nick name of her).We have been knowing each other for 14++ years..and ya..i am not kidding..it is really 14++ years. I know her since kindergarten..since we were just 3 or 4 years old..We have been to the same kindergarten for 3 years, same primary schools for 6 years and same high school for 5 years..and the most important things is we are in the same class as well~~but not in the same college..and she has completed her diploma course and will move on to take degree in accounting (I never thought that she will take accounting )..and ya..I am asking her to apply for Curtin so that we can be in the same campus lolz..haha..*evil smiles*

So..actually we have not meet each other for a quite few months due to our assignments and other study stuffs..and basically now we both are in holiday so we have decided to meet up at Starbucks..To busy body about our ex-school mate and I do hear some news that make me shock..haha..

Herm..let me show you guys my pretty and best friend~kekeke~

~Phil and me~

~ Friendship Forever~

Phil!!--


Haha..want her number or not?ask from me lor~

Don't know what kind of pose is this~??

And this is our drinks..mine is iced coffee latte and phil's drink was vanila cream..and this two drinks cost a Rm 27...It's a bit expensive actually~@@

This will be the cake that we order and we share it~Blueberry Cheesecake..The taste?ok ok lar~Something like jelly..got abit geli actually when we eat it...yohhh..

This piece of cake cost us RM 10...

*Actually I prefer Coffee Beans' cheesecake..For me the cake is more nicer..*