A little miss of you

和你相約在這裡 有些事想說明
我的決定 你卻不願意聽
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想聽
這段感情 已經快要暫停

聽我說從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過

在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走

我知道你想逃避 不想問不想聽
這段感情 已經快要暫停
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網

聽我說從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過

在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走

在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走

The lyric says everything. It is just so right.. I'm denying.. but still... i miss a little piece of you

You know..

Do you know the feeling of losing something that is memorable and important to you?

Oh well...I just lost it just now..

You know...when he was always beside me,

I never appreciate him..

I never take good care of him..

I never cherish the moment of being together with him...

Until today...

Even this morning, I just don't feel like wanna care him much..

But I never know that today or this morning is the last day of me and him...

Thing can't be predicted right?

I thought of he gonna stay with me forever, so I still got a lot of time to care of him one day..

But who knows, he just left me without giving me any notice before..

You know..how sad it is..

He abandon me, he turn his body aside and left me..that's it..

without any second word..

I'm so lost right now..without you, who am I? without you..who can I depend on again? T.T

I need you in my everyday...

That's why people, cherish and appreciate whoever you have, whatever you have. It's gonna be a sweet memory for you one day!

Ohhhhh my w800...how could you treat me so cruel? Take away all my memories in your mind?

You know..I got lots of contact people, lots of photos and some important message..but now..because of you selfishness, I lost everything that is in you..

How bad you are my dear w800! Will you turn back to me one day? I know you won't! You gonna disappear forever in my life. I knew that!

Failed

I blog, I write, I say, I talk, I walk, I look, I smile,I remember

and I cry, I erase, I rub off, I clean up, I forget

I...do a lot of things everyday

those might be meaningful to you..

or might not be meaningful..

but you just can't understand me..

You don't understand the reason behind it..

Is that my fault for not letting you know?

Is that my fault for not reminding you?

I'm tired of doing all those sometimes..

and can you just tell me "it's ok"

Haihh T.T

Habit!

Hey you! Reading my updates huh? First of all, Thank You for visiting this place. *trying to be polite to the readers*

LOL i'm just being random to post again. As usual. First move. Or guess, this is a new habit of mine when I get bored ehh? I just like to update some nonsense and ridiculous post in the blog. I'm......duhhh...what to say? I'm so so and so lazy, you know? *ok! fine! you don't have a reason to know* Tell you what, I am so so so lazy to get online la..even facebook and plurk..i'll just click in for like..hmm..10 mins? then, i'll just close it. What to say my msn? I'm too lazy to find anyone to chat nowadays..sien myself! I'll only sign in if I really need to find someone, and then, sign out. sounds like no life huh? arrrr....not no life la..it's just an old lady lifestyle i should say.. sleep super early and wake up super early. Guess, this gonna be my life when i'm graduate. =p

Move on, what's in the mind? hmm..nothing ehh..I just a bit of tired. Tried of everything? tried of something that I couldn't get the answer. Trying my best to forget things that I shouldn't be thinking of again..and things that I shouldn't be doing again..and maybe I did a bit?Oh well~ you might not know what's the things that I mention..but nevermind, if you're interested to know, continue following the post..and you'll get the hint! haha! *lol, I know you won't care much about it*

Move next, it seems like I'm gonna sick soon! lol..so stress bah my life lately >.<" works, business and b.capstones really give me a big headache. B. capstones is like too rush la the course frame..4 hours need to finish 2 seminar..and then, afternoon need to rush for works..nah..imagine la you. see how much meal will I took a day if I continue my life like this.Hmm..but good thing, at least I can have the chance to save some money if my life continue busy!hehe~

Bah..it's almost 9pm already, gonna go do some houseworks and i'll off to bed.. good night darling =)

ding dang wo ai ta 我爱他 - 丁当 MV

It's just so meaningful! I will never forget this! =D

Hehehe

I'm a lazy worm..call me Ms. Lazy Worm next time when you see me! hahaha!

Review and Goals

Have been reading a few posts that wrote about their review for the year 2010 and goals for 2011. So, I was thinking should I post this too? Oh well~ my blog what! why not kan? =p

Bah...I'm gonna make it simple so that you won't feel bored when reading it! xD

Review for 2010

1. I passed my second year smoothly. *yeah! final year to go*evil smile*

2. Got a better CWA compare with my first year. *hopefully I'm able to maintain it for 2011*

3. Not been a good daughter for my parent.

4. I have not learn to be forgiveful *I should learn it! piak!*

5. I have not growing up yet. *Haihh..should learn to be more mature*

6. I have not done my promise in year 2009.* As I promise that I will learn to love and care more *

Goals for 2011
1. 50kg

2. CWA

3. Gonna be a good girl

4. Graduate =D

5. Korea, Japan, Hong Kong, Australia *Dreaming*

5. Learn what I should learn

6. Do what I should do *I don't care what others gonna think about me- they just don't understand me right?* LOL

7. Workhard on what I had promise myself to do.*I know it myself*

ahahaha! look simple enough already? alright! gonna stop it here first! i'll update again =)

Master Pieces

I'm bored for doing nothing during 3 days of holidays. So, I planned to get a big photo frame that able to put lots and lots of photos! Since I couldn't buy one from town, I decided to make one myself. ahaha! Bought a white paper card, black and pink manila card, sticky stuf, and some other stationary that are needed.

Here it go...

Photo 1 : The stationary

Photo 2 : the love♥

Photo 3 : Starts to paste on some card..

Photo 4 : cutting off the print out of the photos.

Photo 5 : putting on some "celotape"..need to take care of the photos ba!

Photo 6: the messy-ness of my room =x

Photo 7 : Continue with paste paste and paste!

Photo 8: Almost done I suppose.. half way

Photo 9: Al most there.,. Can you find yourself in the master piece?

Photo 10: Deng Deng Deng! It's complete and it's on the wall =)

Can you find yourself in the master piece? ahaha.. spot it out then! I named this big photo frame as master pieces. Know why? cause..master means big and pieces means lots and lots. I wish to paste lots and lots of photos but I can't because of the size of the frame..haha!

Each and everyone of them in the master pieces are peoples that plays an important role in my life. Without them, I'm nothing. Seriously, without each and everyone of them, I wouldn't be able to grow. I wouldn't able to learn either. I am glad to have each and everyone. I *heart* u-s!

No matter how long have you stay in my life, I still need to say thank you! Knowing you guys are just a very wonderful thing in my life. You guys gives me a wonderful story, memory, history and album to be collected and memorize through out my life. It doesn't matter whether it is sweet, sad, bitter or taste-less, it worth for me to remember. As life move on, more memories and photos will be created.My life gonna continue to be colourful with you guys =)

Thank you and loves! *hugsss*♥♥♥