Dilemma

Relationship is always a thing that caused problems to people. Oh well, if you can't play the game. Please do not starts it! It will be very difficult to stop it one day!
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I have been in a dilemma badly. I thought I have forgotten him..you know. I thought that my life will be have a such person again.. but who knows, after he find me right..My heart says that I actually miss him a lot
Ishh..I thought of giving him a second chance.. but but...I don't understand him. I'm blur. I don't know what is his purpose of finding me again. I thought of we should just stop keep in touch.. Don't you think so?

I'm afraid that his return is because he is bored. He just need someone to talk to and texts. LOL!He only find me when he needs me..and he won't care about me if he don't need me ='( Dear never understand me..What should I do now then? Should I ask him? I feel like asking him you know.. I don't want things to be dragged like this with no ending.

Ishhh..Who am I actually for him? Just a women? LOL! he never know that I still love him

you won't understand =l

Friend has been saying me stupid and idiot. Oh yea..i agree with that. I'm kinda stupid tho. I don't whether i still love him or not. I have actually trying to give up but suddenly..his appearing . You can always say that i'm stupid. I really really stupid tho..but that's me :l arrr..if you don't love me anymore, just let me go la..please dun find me again. It should stop. But if u really love me, you won't let go me at the very first point. Why don't u go and find someone that is better than me? And i know u will :l

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I'm confuse

Once again..I'm here to say that I'm confuse dear T__T
I'm happy with my life now you know...but, your sudden of appearing once again in my life really get me confuse.
I thought that I could totally let go on you already..but how could you? haihhh..tell me what should I do?
I will start to miss you a little by little again..bad you! =(

Kiasuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

LOL.. honestly saying, I never feel this "KIASU" before weiii..Whenever I see people so pia for their studies, I will like think that they are such a kiasu people.. Study is just a simple thing..LOL.. but now, hell! I should laugh at myself.. Exam coming soon, assignments due soon =x argggg! Scary! gonna work very very hard..it's just gonna be my last year! Jiayou la piglet! LOLLLLLLLLL