Once again I am wondering.

Oh well, let me put the words at the first place. This is my blog. You are welcome to read but if you think that I say something that offense you and you feel bad, you can just leave my blog.kays? and I won't say sorry to anyone. =)

As the title of the post, once again I am wondering. I wonder how come things turn out this way? At first I thought that it will be fine and things will go well. But..it seems like going the other way round. Things turn very bad to everyone =( Why? I also don't know. I don't have any ideas and comments on the things that happens. But hey, we shouldn't like this don't you think so? LOL..come on la people. Let's make things turn into good one..shall we? does it worth? x( Hmm..I am a bit of missed those old times. How I wish if time can go back to past? haha..*I know it is impossible la people..just dreaming* xD

One thing about human, we really need communication. Between couple, between friends. We really need a talk sometimes. Hinting is not a right way to do thing. Hinting will only cause misunderstanding between peoples. Therefore my dear friends, if there is something that in your heart and make you feel uncomfortable, just say it out and let the others know..it is as simple as that. Just say out whatever you want to say rather than keep it in your heart and you suffer alone. It worth nothing. Understand? I am not angry. Just saying my own opinions. It is still up to you if you want to keep it in your heart.

Friends are peoples that will help you if you are in need. As for myself, I am glad and happy that I got a lot of friends around me. I appreciate whatever they had done for me. I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. =) *Thanks friends* No other words to use and express the feeling..but only Thanks =) without you guys, I am nothing and I won't be able to sit here=) Hehe

XoXo

Mooncake Festival

Was celebrating the festival with Rotaract club that organize by ah Tun xD *clap hand* Hehe..Everyone seems like enjoying it very much. =) So nice but too bad no moon to see tonight =(
This year celebration was different compare to last year. I miss last year celebration so much..where a group of close friend play lantern together around Senadin. All this are just memory already. =( This year only few of us celebrate it but with a big gang of peoples. Having fun! but there is still something in between that is missing or hidden? haha..
While walking around campus with lantern,I was thinking..where am I for next year Mooncake Festival? Will I still alive in this world? Or am I at somewhere else? What will I be doing? and so and so and so..ishhh..me think a lot right? think too far right? haha..*piak piak* *bendan!* owh..suddenly miss that word too! =(lalalala..
Oh well..lazy wanna type already la..bah bah..i'll stop here kay? hehe

Byebye peoplesss,

Sleep early =)

Day dreaming

Here I am again..I actually wanted to do my assignment that due tomorrow..but I am lazy..So, I gave myself a very lame excuse, says that "I want to talk to my bloggie" >.<" haha..

Anyways, this post will be a random update of the day. You guys might like to read or might not. What am I doing today? LOL..wasting my time in the lab. At first I thought of want to do my assignment..but still I am procrastinating it. I do something that is not related such as facebook la..plurk la..chatting la..talking with friends la..OMG! what am I doing actually? When I flash back now..I wanted to cry. Why am I wasting my time doing such thing?? =/= I still got tones of assignments wanting for me eh! Apuuu..tired and stress! I have no motivation to do things x(

I have been very very lazy! Seriously, week 7 already la..I don't even understand a single thing in my units for the pass 6 weeks..OMG! JEANNIE LAU! what happen to you? Day dreaming in the class everyday? *Piak* Oh well..now I feel a bit scared..I scared I might have failed unit this semester. I scared my CWA might drop *doink* argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg! so stress la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot let that happen..If not my things will not in the plan.. I should work harder to achieve my goal...LOL...stop day dreaming in class..wake up and pay attention... LOL...I think I better get my works done asap so that I got time to do revision =.="

I am just too stress with everything! x( I can sleep like for 2 or 3 hours after that will automatic wake up and do nothing.. I wanted to sleep back I doesn't work.='( Motivate me please!sob

Bah bah...stop everything la! Go and do your works now, JEANNIE!!!!!!!!!!

Haha..bloggie is scolding me ler...I guess I need to stop here.. Good luck and jiayou peoples! Blessed.

=)

Dating

Went to SMCGC this morning..and the sermon is about 'dating' between couple. A normal boy and a normal girl. First of all, what does dating means? hmm..going out with an opposite sex for a dinner..for a movie..that's it? that's all? Based on what pastor Connie says..you date a person because you want to understand a person better..agree with it? I totally agree with that. Before you promise for a date..ask yourself what is the purpose of you going for the date? Just to waste your time? Just to walk around? Once you know the purpose of a date, you will definetly know what you should and should not do. Haha :D

Love a person is to combine the soul into one but not combining the body.. Do you understand that? Keep your clean and pure body for the one that you really love. That's the promise for your husband in the future (girls). The main purpose of dating is to give you an opportunity to understand a person better and to prepare a better future for the couple. Dating is not to waste time :D When two soul are combining together..they actually learn from each other =) What have you learn from your partner? Can you recall anything. Think of it ba =) They are not changing their personality but to learn new things. As simple as that.

Love a person is not to change a person but to accept the person. Accept all his/her negative things and habits. I am accepting all the things..but maybe in a wrong way that will caused misunderstanding. *Sometimes, I can feel it tho.* How many of you can actually do that? Many couple tend to wish that their bf/gf can change themselves to suit the partner.Why? Ask yourself la..But seriously, I don't like that..=) believe or not..it's up to you..*at least i am clear on what am I doing right now and I am mature to think(last time I might be too childish tho)* *winks!*

During dating, the most important thing is "communication". If you don't communicate, you never know what and how is he/her thinking of a thing. That's why never scared to say opinions and ideas. Everyone is not perfect. So, what are you shying at? Scared of being rejected or laugh? Hehe..If your partner really loves you, whatever mistakes that you did, he/she will bot laugh at you but will tell you and teach you. That's it. =)

Seriously, I have done a lot of things that makes me regret. I understand that there is no second chance in life :)Therefore people, an advice, please cherish the moment of being together..cherish the person that you really care and love.. love him/her with your whole heart =)

Blessed everyone. <3>

The game

LOL...today just submitted MR individual assignment..=) and there are more coming! OMG!

I feel so tired..tired but I am not emo..don't worry peoples=) I just need a sleep and it will be fine..I will be an energetic me again after zzz-ing..hehe..

I am here to talk to my blog although I am tired because I suddenly thought of something. Suddenly think of the game and I feel that I am a lauzy player.. I should just give myself a rate of 1='( I have broke the rules that I have set for myself..nah..I thought that I can give myself a rate of 8 or 9 but but but..aiyo..I am tired of playing liao eh..I wanna give up playing but I can't find a reason to convince myself..what should I do then? Keep playing again? doink doink quack quack!! haha..*laughing at myself because I can't find the answer* how silly it is =s

You guys might done understand what I am typing above..lalalala...just ignore it la then :D

Smile smile and smile

Hi peoplesssssss!!!!

Today gonna be a good day for eveyone! Smile and be as happy as you can! *Like how I gonna be today* Kays kays kays ? Hugs=) Hehehe =)

Future

Owh Owh Owh..I can see the color. The very bright color , that shine on me. Whenever I think of it, I feel so happy..I can't wait for it..wait me wait me kays?? My life isn't that bad I guess. At least I see a little hope in it. I shall have a better and more colorful life. No matter how tough the road gonna be..how many obstacles it will be..and whether I am going to go through it alone or not..I believe I can do it.. I can do even better than anyone else. I don't need anyone=) I will scarify everything to get and achieve it. That is what I promise to myself. Nothing is more important than that for me. I can't break the promise that I had made towards myself. Work hard little girl! =)

I don't care how others think because they don't think for me. I don't mind how others judge me because it is none of their business. That's what I want. =)

x0x0

在这宇宙我是独一无二，没人能取代。或许你们觉得我很自大，不是最好的，可是没关系，我不在乎。相信自己就好了。一觉醒来，明天的我是充满希望的。
未来的自己，不管遇到任何挫折任何难关都会很勇敢，不会放弃，不会伤心，不会觉得疲倦，因为我想留着最好的为来给自己=）加油！我一定会开心的跑到终点。未来的你会懂我的疯狂=）

It is my turn =)

Life are not as simple as we think it is.Really. That is what I think of. It is full with obstacles. Don't you agree? Oh well, there is nothing much I can do..life and times will keep on going and pass by.

Peoples, I am just a girl. Who stay somewhere around the corner of the earth. Around this planet. I have been like others, think and wonder a lot, should it be like this? should it be like this? is it correct or wrong to be in this way? Sometimes, I really can't get the answer as well. No matter how hard I am working on it. No matter how.. I always feel regret after I did it.. =(

I am not that stubborn anyways, I understand what is happening to me, I know what is going on. Peoples always says that, let the "time do the judgment". But time really can prove everything huh? Anyways, as for me, I kinda believe in this sentence..let the time tell us what should we do and what is the best option for us. Put our hand together..No matter in what problems that we faced. Believe in God =) Always pray and He will guide you.

I don't know how others think about me..some might says that I am selfish? I am easily get jealous? I am so called "small-gas"? but Hey! peoples! If you don't know me, please don't use your brain and mouth to judge me. Please?! I am just who I am. I am as normal as that. Simple as that.
Me, same as others, will get tired also. Tired till where I need a shoulder for me to cry. Cry as much as I want..but..there is something in between..that makes it so complicated. One thing I wanna mention at here is, I cry not because I am not mature..not because I am childish..not because I don't know how to think. I cry because it is really pain from the deep of my heart. I am tired now but I never wanna give up. I will only give up if I really really feel that I can't do it anymore. I don't want to force myself. It will just create another pain in my heart. Let me be what I wanna be okay? Let me live in the dream. Let me live in the fairytale. I will get out from it when I am awake. I don't know why am I like this.Seriously..I don't understand.. Being hurting myself a lot. "Hey,girl! ..don't hurt your self anymore. No one will pity you". How silly it is right? =(

Seriously, I wanna leave this place..going to a place that no one know me. Let everything starts from the beginning.Begins with zero..like the day I was born on the earth..can I?


p/s: prayer : *Dear Father in Heaven, I am so not in any direction. I am so weak. I am so helpless. Please helps me with direction and the confidence. Help me to see the view clearly. Help me to go through all the things. Father, Please bless and help the one that I care much. Give him faith and confidence.Help him in anything that he need. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. =)*

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哇啦哇啦的雨声再加上悲伤的歌，会让一个人更想念对方。 你们明白吗？ 那个人或许是你的情人，也或许你的家人，也有可能是你的朋友，或则一个和你擦肩而过的陌生人。 当你们看到这些字的时候，你们脑海里想的第一个人是谁呢？
看到身边的朋友一个一个的往幸福的道路，会让我不由自主的拼命的想念。身边的朋友那么幸福，真的很替他们开心。想祝福他们都可以那么的幸福。=）幸福这两个字到底要怎样写？要怎样保留，它才不会从身边溜走呢？
对我而言，幸福是要让他比我还要开心，比我好要快乐。当他不开心的时候，很想安慰他，很想给他最温暖的拥抱。当他遇到烦恼时，很想第一时间帮他分担因为只要她不开心，我会比他好要难过。至于开心的事，如果他遇到了，我会比他好要开心。只要他快乐就好。我不知道这样到底对不对，我也不管别人怎么想，只要我开心就好（自私的想法）=） 哈哈。。×做人最要不要那么自私×
这或许是个很坏的想法，可是当你爱上一个人的时候，你只是会想为他做任何东西，不要求回报。是这样吗？至少对我来说，是这样的。=）
可是你们到底有没有像过，对方喜欢你们这样对待他们吗？或许有些人会认为，那是一件很烦的事。算了啦，还是老话一句，只要开心，只要快乐就好。不要管别人这么看你，这么讲你，自己喜欢就好咯=)

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