30. 12. 2010

Does this day means something to you? Hmm..for me, it's just a normal day. ahah! I'm just wondering, I have been posting a lot of things in this blog for 3 years since 2007. Should I continue posting stories?

Stories are up and down inside here. Some are happy, some are sad, some are angry , some are just my diary and some are normal event happening. However, all these posts means a lot to me. Those are the memories that I have through out my uni life. It belongs to me and only me. Or should I delete all the post and starts with new post from 01 Jan 2011 onwards?Or should I just stop posting? I just wanna have a peaceful life ba.. *wish to MIA* haha!

hmm...

So sweet of her

Got a surprise from a sista of mine=)

Let me show you some photos!

Photo 1 :

See this! so gold..and blink blink plus shinning shinning. Can you guess that it is from who? =D

Photo 2 : Still shining and blinking!

Photo 3 :Erm..let's open the wrapping.. 1 ! 2 ! 3!

Deng Deng Deng!!! Surprise!!

Owhhh~ cookies from her a.k.a Jun!

So sweet of her..The biscuits taste nice girl! Thanks girl! *hugs*

I'm so happy when I received this. I'm glad to know her and have her a member of the T-family! =D

Last week of 2010

6 more days to go.. 6 more days to a brand new year..6 more days to 01.01.2011. New year, new plan, new life, new experiences, new opportunities, some more?? a new person? new laughter, new image, new personality, new memories, new stories.

What have you wish for your new year? As for me, I wish that I can go to Perth* if things can go smoothly*, I wish to graduate next year, I wish to move to the next step, I wish to have a new story, life wouldn't be interesting without any stories or memories :)

Whatever happens in 2010, it will only be the past, the album, the past tense , the story, the ex, the memories. All those things gonna be storage the deepest part in the heart. Whatever happens means happens. There are no chances for you to re-do or re-act it again. Times won't turn back..Time will only moving forward. Time will bring you to another better island..don't you agree?

To my girl~yen, *if you read this* :

Just to let you know that whatever doesn't mean to be yours, let it go. You wouldn't know how good the things that is in front of you if you keep catching on something that doesn't mean to be yours. Give chances to others and yourself because you will never know how good others is.Never scared of losing him. Never feel scared to try out something new. Without him, you still friends, you still have your family. I believe our love to you doens't less than him.You can always get someone better than him in the future.Although we don't understand how you feel right now but you are still young ,girl. You just needs more album and colours. That's life my friends.

Sot post!

have you ever thought that yourself are mature enough to decide on a thing? have you ever fail in making a decision? have you ever break the promise that you have made to yourself? have you ever....NAH..I'M JUST CRAPPING!! NOTHING SO SERIOUS ABOUT IT =P I WON'T GIVE A CARE ON IT! SHOULD I LAUGH? HAHAHAHA

Merry Christmas

Version of mine :

Me wish you a merry christmas ,
Me wish you a merry christmas ,
Me wish you a merry christmas,
and a Happy New Year!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year peeps! =D

Something in the heart and mind

*NOTE: THIS IS A RANDOM THOUGHT DURING BORING-NESS, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONE OR ANY EVENT *

If only you know that my heart is whispering " I miss you! "

Time flies and do you still care?

Do I ever told you that I'm fine ?

I might look fine all the time..but have you ever doubt of it?

or do I still stand a chance to lie?

Sometimes, I wish to be alone. Sitting at the corner and thought of hundred and thousand of thing..but you never know that, I do feel lonely.

Lonely just because sometimes I wish to share my thought but there is no one beside me.

No one is willing to be here and listen.

Me- I- same as her do hopes that there is a you that willing to stand at my side.

To care about me.

To talk to me.

To hugs me.

To hold me tight.

To let me have an arm to lay on and a shoulder to cry on whenever I am sad

or whenever I miss you.

I'm sorry to be such a ridiculous and immature person in your life.

I'm sorry to bother you.

I'm sorry for disturbing your life.

Will you forgive a person when he/she says "I'm sorry"?

Whenever I says I'm sorry, I meant it. But do you ever take it seriously?

Sometimes, I wish and hope that there is someone to talk to.

Just to know the condition.

Just to share my day with you.

Just to let you know that I'm thinking of you.

How about you?

But..I always scared to bother...

Are you missing the you as well?

Remember to be grateful and appreciate the you

because it is so blissful to have the you who is missing you

all the time.....

Have you ever doubt the feeling of us?

Do you know that the feeling of your heart is true

Never doubt the feeling of the you towards you

because it always will be heart broken if you doubt it..

Trust the you

Laying down on bed and sleep with the pet is the only thing that I can do

if I starts to miss

Songs are besides too!

Happening of last week

Grandpa's 73rd birthday! Mom and aunties prepared lots of food and of course it included my favorite crab! hiak hiak! =D *I'm lazy to type much so let the photos do the talking okie?*=D




First of all......

Food on the table. see my crabby??

Cousins and my sister.

Foods

Birthday cake for grandpa..nice right?? *Me like the old man*

Grandpa and the grandchildren. Smiless and Happy Birthday!! =D

Last saturday 18th Dec, outing with my dears : Jamie, Mei Yen, and Connie at x- Cruisine =)
J & J= Jean & Jamie
opps~ no mei yen and connie's photos..i'll post it next time la kay? xD

One step nearer

I can feel that it is a step nearer. Nearer to the pathway that I've decided and plan. Sometimes, things meant to be happen in that way and we can't say "no" to it but accept it and walk with whatever style that we like =)

That's our life and we have the right to decide on it.

Circumstances and problems might be Q-ing up in front of the way but never worry too much. Take it easy and learn from it. It will help you to grow more maturely. No matter how dark life feels, there is always something there to be grateful for. Trust that.

As for me, I'm done with stage 1 and moving to stage 2. Congratz to myself =) 4 more stages to go before it comes to the highest part. Need to work very hard for that. Nothing can stop me from moving forward and nothing is worth for me to stop down. *Aza aza!! Fighting!!*

Move forward always and always :)

Just a little update

Erm... a little update of me. Well, I'm still like usual..haven get fat till you can't recognize me yet..but soon I guess. haha *hopefully won't* hmm..relaxing a lot during the holidays. Everyone is out to work but I am alone at home relaxing and sleep.. Watch a lot of drama.. [ that is the best part about holidays] =D but will get bored too! how complicated it is right? haha

But sometimes will go to the office..do some paper works..but depends on my mood la..if I am too bored then i'll work..if i'm tired with works, i'll relax at home. Nice right?? haha..

Aiks..result will be released next wednesday..feel a bit of worry and nervous ehh..scared of fail =( Pray for me kay? I don't want to fail any unit..will die de ehhh...=x let me get into final year next sem okay?Please T_T

*time for bed*

byebye=)

A day out with friends

25/11/2010 ~ Done with exams and everyone need to release stress..and here we go. Brunei for sushi!! hehe^^ went to Brunei around 10am, drove my Angel.. Passengers included me, Jun, Boon, Eric, Andrew, Sze Zhong, and Lik. Reach KB around 11 and finish our lunch at 1pm. Then, we continue the journey down to Bandar.. At first, we thought of wanted to go to Supa Save at Bandar, but who knows, we seems like lost and ended up at Hua Ho. Hmm..one thing that I wanted to share.. Hua Ho's products are cheaper than Supa Save. So, peoples! let's go Hua Ho next time. =P

Bought some stuffs there and drove back to Miri at 5pm. After that, " turkey" thanks giving dinner at Amin's place. Wow~ my first time trying turkey.. erm..the taste is same as chicken.. no much different but yea..it's nice! =D

See the platess!

Share this with Suto!

Birthday Cake for Boon, Eric, Nicholas, Jun, Angel

Dinner for the night

The turkey *quack quack*

Things that I bought..Not much.but it is enough for me =D

Me and Jun

Macha with fruit Cocktail..hmm..not bad o..try this out again next time =p