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It's 6.42am..and I was doing some research for assignments. Oh well, and you guys should know that it is kinda bored if you keep on read and read and read journals for non-stop right? So, facebook is always the way for me to entertain myself..to kill the bored and sien-ness of reading journals..

I "stalk" friend's photos in facebook..haha..don't say stalk la..see see only la...hehe^^...saw a lot of graduation photo in facebook.. What I mean is graduation in Perth..Then i was wondering...can I go there too? I wanted..but..there is some reasons that stop me for going there.. it is just my own private reason..LOL..aiksss...kinda envy..well..will see how next sem...

Eh eh eh..why am I posting it here? What am I typing??.... arrrgggg..who cares la..don't feel like delete it..FINE!

Offfffff

hahaha...I must be crazy already =p

I am not emo

Please don't label me as Emo!!

I am not emo at all..

Hate and dislike..

When people say and thought that I am emo..

Because you don't know how happy I am..

I just wanna live peacefully with my own life..

Living in my own way..

With the people that I want..

In the pattern and stay that I like, love and comfortable with..

No one has the right to comment and say anything..

Which makes a lot of noise..

Which cause un - peaceful in my life..

Your noisiness makes me can't stay quietly..

It will only cause me to get angry and pissed off..

Therefore, people.. please keep quiet..

Stand a side and see nothing..

No one has the right to rate the worthiness..

No one has the right to give any grade on it..

Because no one can understand the worthiness of it to me..

Sometimes, there are something in my mind that is unexplainable..

And I can't understand at all..

And there is no solutions for it..

That's why sometimes there are such weird post..

But, that doesn't means anything..

Seriously....

Because you guys don't understand me well..

It is just a random thought of mine...

Like this post...

It is very very random....

Don't judge me so fast if you don't understand me..

Beware of the mouth..

It is a knife..

As it always hurt others a lot..

Say "Hi" to sunshine and smile to the sun..

Do it everyday..

This is our responsibility...

To make ourself happy..

Don't you think so?

Since nothing is your business..

So, what for care so much about it..?

You are wasting the time only...

Trust me..

Believe me..

That's it...

Love Me♥

Cares Me♥

Worried Me♥

Understand Me♥

Thanks for that♥

=)

[HQ] Onew & Jessica. One Year Later [Eng Sub] 09 Aug 01

I just love the lyric.. It is so meaningful and sweet=) very touched as well..I wonder what will happens to everyone of us a year later? some still studying? some are in workplace? having our own path way..fighting for the bright bright future? haha..

*Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together.....I wish we can go back to our first days..To the beautiful, happy and lovely days...* lalalallala....

I am here

Here I am again..Erm..back from work..tired sei and I am lazy to do my tutorials and pre-reading =( So, in the end..I am here..at my little space..I wanted to say something..ermm...i feel very weird..weird because of...arrrrggg...ermmm....haih...don't know how to say..there are too many things in my mind..suan liao la..no one will understand and care what is going on gua...bah bah bah..take that I am just nagging at here....ishhh...what I am trying to type ar? LOL..i guess i better stop typing to prevent any misunderstanding and kepo-ing from others..

LOL...saying about kepo-ing , i will get pissed off..one thing la peoples, it is not your problems, so better don't kepo and ask so many questions kay? what so interesting about that?? =.=

=s =( ='(

Monday 4/10/2010

Okay..fine...i have nothing to do since I wake up so early in morning..other than facebook, twitter,assignments errrr..what else ar? LOL...the assignments really cause me super duper stressed! Tried to submit it to OASIS but it keep failed..and I have no reason what's going on..I am not late ehh..due at 4pm...hmmmm?

Lalala..whenever I feel so stress up..no one to talk to..this is the place that I always come..I'll just open my blog and listen to Yiruma's music..the piano tones really touched into the deep down in my heart and I will feel better..seriously =D I just love it for no reason. No matter what kind of feeling I have, whether I am down, I am sad, I am depressed, I am happy or I am missing someone =), Yiruma's music is always here. The music can really read my mind and feeling tho.. haha..kay kay.. I am just too much..but who cares right? No one cares and no one have the right to say no..=)

Hiak hiak..gonna have class later..so I better go and get ready now =D see ya peoples=)

Have a Nice Day . *smiles*

=)

Just get complain from few of my friends..saying that there is a lot of typing error in my previous chinese post.. Oh well..can't blame me eh..i didn't learn chinese since i was in primary school till now..haha..can type so many words consider very good already la..hahah..anyways, i'm not complaining too =D bah bah... back to the topic...

Just some reflection for what I had during this free week...guess what? I never never feel like this before..whereby I feel that my life is full of adventure.. I am busy from the day 1 of week free until the last day..busy with lots of activities and assignments =D rushing here and there..and ended the week free with SOAR appreciation dinner at Eastwood just now. *super like*

Class gonna starts tomorrow..and it's week 8..4 more weeks to final and holidays =D wheeee! and scary too ! =s because I don't even do any revision yet la =( ish ish..someone force me to do please ! sob sob*


Oh well...I gonna study very hard eh..If not I will die very fast ='( bah bah..before I end the post, there is something that I wanna say..I will fight for anything that I think it is worth and I will let go anything that I feel it does not worth at all.. so, no worries..I am not emo la peoples..it is just something that came into my mind right now...=D lol

Anyways, Jia You peoples in studies ! Gambateh! =D

Smiles and Miss from the bottom of the heart =)

好可惜。。

以前的我不知道也不明白什么是最熟悉的陌生人。现在的我因该明白也很清楚的知道了。 最熟悉的陌生人就是指那些分开后的情侣，明明大家都对对方很了解，很熟悉，可是再见面过后，大家可以不打招呼，不问候对方，当做不认识对方。 这个故事发生在我一位朋友的身上。 他们俩在分开过后，以为大家还是可以做朋友，还是可以互相了解对方，还是可以互相关心对方。 可是一切都不像他们约定的那样，不像他们想像的那样。
我这个朋友有点固执，而且有点笨。她曾经很爱那个男生，可是却因为一些原因，一些误会，他们两分开了。刚开始的时候，她觉得很伤心，很不明白为什么，一直都找不到答案。 她曾经怪自己，认为他们的分开是因为她做错了些什么,让他不开心了。 很傻吧？ 可是我这个朋友就是这样咯。看到她这样我也不知道能做些什么来帮他们。。因为那毕竟也是他们两的事。 外人只能给点意见，一点的加油。
昨天我这为朋友和我说了一些东西，分享了一些东西。她遇见了他。 当她看到他的时候，心里是多么的心痛。她很想和他说话，很想问候他，很想听听他的声音， 可是她都不敢，她不敢接近他因为她怕被他拒结。。真的很怕，想到他对她 态度时，她觉得不值得的。就连她之前为他准备的东西，她也不敢给他。
她心痛，伤心是因为她很想他。心里有好多的话很想和他说，和他分享，可是一切都来不及，因为再也没有这个机会了。一切都改变了，他再也不会关心她，再也不会想她，再也不会心痛她，再不会疼她。他把一切都归零。线也画的很清楚，让她想关心他的心和感觉通通都擦掉。 可是她并没有怪他，也没有恨他，反而只要他快了，一切都是值得，一切都是有原因的。
现在的她还是很想念他，想念他的一切，想念他对她的好，想念他对她做过的事，想念他的味道，他得体温，他的声音，他的笑容。。
她不知道明天会发生什么事，所以她放开了手，让他可以自由的寻找他想要的快了。。她并不不是想要扮伟大。。而是她想要他真的能快了。。
虽然她心里有很多的舍不得， 可是为了他好，她只能欺骗自己，告诉自己说，她再也不想他了。在朋友面前总是满脸笑容，不敢流一滴眼泪。。不敢说些什么因为她不想要其他人知道她是多么的难过。
她感觉累了。。放开手因为她真的生病了。。不是因为她完全放弃。。而是她想休息，让她以后可以走更长远的路。。她不想改变什么，也不是想要挽回什么。。因为她真的没力气了。 她只好把想念的感觉锁在心里的最深处。。不让别人把它打开。。
想念的心永远都在。。不要辜负她的付出，所以你要加油，要努力的往你的未来奔跑，这样她的付出是值得的。 你们两个都要加油！ 不要轻易放弃未来！ =）
朋友啊。。虽然我不知道你为什么要这么傻，可是我想告诉你，你还有很多关心你的人。他们都很想要你快乐，所以记得要快乐。。永远支持你！ 加油！