a nightmare.

Just woke up from a short nap. Having a so called "nightmare". It's so damn scary mannn.. I cried when I wake up.

I thought that I'm brave enough to face all this alone. I don't need anyone besides me..But hey! It's WRONG! I'm just a normal girl that actually need someone to guide and accompany. Guide and company to walk out all these difficulties. I found myself is not as brave as I think I am. I can't walk in darkness alone.

I wonder..where are you?

I miss home.. I miss peoples.. I miss things

Ishhhh.. I miss home weiii... I miss everyone back there... I miss I miss :( I wanna go home.. like I'm a mummy girl.. Nahh... half a year will be very very fast right???

Somewhere far down to the western

I have been touching this ground for a week. People has been asking me how is my life here? so let me just answer, life here so so nia.. Don't think that it suit me anyways.. but at least this gonna be the experience that I will have in life.

Erm, life here was like boring i guess but it will be good for studying because it is so quite. Sky getting dark at 530pm D: nahh.. don't really like it so much. Bur hey, I GAINED WEIGHT!!! OMG! T_______T

Hmm.. First week at here, I was like a noob! haha.. new place k? so that's why I look noob :s getting lost in the city and campus but goodness that I knew the way back home. I'm staying with another 3 guys actually, erm..2 of them are working adult ; one from Miri and one from JB. As for another one, he is also an exchange student..so yea, at least I got someone to talk to. Ishhhh..

But now, I founded 2 jobs, one is at a bakery shop and another one is at a vege shop. The pay rate so so bah..at least I can survive with the pay rate. I can pay the rental and expenses. Gonna starts working tomorrow actually.

Bah..That's it for this post I guess. Photos coming up soon because my camera is out of battery.. so yea.. I owe you guys photos :D

Something in the heart and mind

It's like for no reason.. I couldn't think of why.. but I wanna admit that I miss someone.. it's like struggling me, hanging me upside down.. LOL.. how can this be? hmm...maybe I'm alone tonight..and that's why I'll emo.. arrrr..whatever.. what am I crapping here?? LOL..