烦恼

我。。开始觉得生活，赚钱，工作。。真的没想像那么简单！ 感觉上， 我好像很笨！ 我太单纯了！ 我开始觉得很压力。。工作上的压力。 我的天啊！ 如果我做不到，那怎么办？？有得换工了？？！干嘛我觉得我好像不能把一分工作好这样？？我觉得自己好像真的没实力！:( 开始觉得自己很废！什么都做不好！很伤心！ 做不好那怎么办？？ 我的目标很简单！ 我很清楚我的目标。。可是它好像离我很远！ 我只是想赚点钱，存点钱！很难吗？？ Haihhh! 烦啊！！累啊！:'(

No matter how difficult the road not taken is..

No matter how many obstacles in front of the unseen path..

No matter how many tears walk through the direction..

No matter how complicated the way is..

No matter how many sad devil knocking your door..

No matter how lonely you're when walking in the darkness

No matter how scary the scenes are..

No matter how many temptation in the junction of a straight road..

I believe that there's rainbows always after the rain:) The sunny day is always after the rainy day!

感想~

今晚有点懒惰，所以就看了以前旧的照片。一个一个的看过,我这四年大学的生活。。真的多姿多彩。好多的美好回忆。 好多的朋友在身边。。虽然有些只是路过的朋友，可是他们却在我的人生点了个彩色。 很感谢有这些人的出现。

现在的我，长大了，大学也快毕业了，最后一个学期，只希望我能好好的考过，带着四方帽，回家，进入我人生的另一个阶段。另一个人生的开始。。

哈哈~好吧！就这样了，朋友们， 我们一起加油吧！！成功就在前方向着我们挥手呢！好好抓住哦！ :))

Worthiness

Define the word : "worth". Okay guys, tell me what worth for you to give up? People can't be greedy to get whatever they want.. am I right? How I wish I can be the greedy and lucky person that can get whatever I want.. without giving up anything else. If i'm given the chance to make for a wish that will come true, then I won't be thinking much.. I won't be considering so much.. I won't be afraid.. I'll say the wish out, I want BOTH!

I'm in the dilemma of whether or not to give up "something" for the sake of "something" else. I'm afraid actually.. afraid that people might laugh at me and say that I'm stupid to made that decision. But hey, should I put whatever others says in the heart. Should I care?

Arrrggg!anyone tell me what I should do please? Y.Y

Cottesloe Beach!

It's Thursday and as I said, my week 6 is done. So yea, went to beach with wendy and ah kai (my biao ge) Well, it's still cold now, so can you imagine how cold the sea water and sand is? :x *freezing*

I get the chance to snap some photos as I remember to get my camera out.. hehe..

Photos are as below :

Cottesloe Beach

Right, it's me :)

Me and Wendy : it's cold but the sun is too bright. I need my uv400 glasses..hehe

See, how pure the sea water is.. Imagine if miri's sea water is like this..how beautiful it gonna be..right?

Okay, I don't know what is she doing.. feel weird so I took this photo. haha!

It's on the beach, I forget what tower is this anyways :P

Oh yea..giant footprint..haha!

Could you see three layer of colour? Blue, white and green

How nice it is right? ;) I love it ♥

One of my bestie! Wendy Ku~ she has a "yeng" post right? Owhh~ she gonna go back soon. Next Tuesday..I'm gonna miss her for 2 months until I meet her when I'm back :(

♥I love this scene too! ♥

♥And of course this! ME!!! ♥

大长今 for Dinner! (Korean Foods)

It's Friday today. It's all late night day in city. Off from work at 330pm just now. When shopping with Wendy.. and Wai Yee, Kenny and Jerome join us at late evening around 730pm for dinner. Hmm.. Didn't bought much thing. Some needed stuffs only ba..

Then we plan for dinner.. "What to eat??"" everyone is asking..and ended up, wendy says "Korean Foods"! *she is craving for KimChi ; i know" muahahah! so Ok lor.. we went to Northbridge - China Town in another word. And as I said, Friday night.. so yea... full with peoples. But who cares, our tummy is hungry!!! So in the end we choose this -> 大长今！

The price was ok la.. not so expensive! One person pay $20. and ended up, this is what we ordered *photos below* :

The spoon, chopsticks, bowl and cup

Kenny, Jerome and Wendy.. Hmm.. Wai Yee is not in :x

Kenny's Fried Rice. Spicy wei! :x

And this.. I don't know what's the name.. but it's kind of fried rice i guess? *for 2 person*

Seafood Pan cake.

My main dish : Kimchi soup with rice ;)

Wai Yee : Tofu soup with rice;)

What's this?? *evil smiles*

Deng deng deng : the rice!

And that's all for the story of the day! ;) Another day out with Joan tomorrow! ;)

我好想家，想我的妈咪!

不知不觉，来了这陌生的地方也有一个月多了吧！不知怎么了，我就是很想家，很想我的妈咪啦！不关这地方有多好，有多美，有多大，可是没有家人和妈咪，一点也不好玩！（张不大的孩子）

我多么希望可以快点读完，带着四方帽，快点回家去吧！！！

以前，还没出来读书时，几希望可以快点出去，现在后悔了吧你静妮！真的，有点后悔了啦！！可是我又不会希望时间到回，只希望时间快点过，因为我想把书快快读完，让我的老母大人骄傲！！

这就是我漂亮的妈咪！咪，快点来带我回家去吧！

这里有个笑话;

每次我都很喜欢跟妈咪讲；“咪，我觉得我比你漂亮很多啦！” 然后妈咪就说; " 明明就是我比你漂亮啊！要不然你会那么漂亮？？死要脸！一定是我有这么美，那么你才会漂亮啊！“ （哈哈哈哈！无聊的母女！）

如果妈咪看到这个的话，肯定会笑翻天！

好吧，为了能带着四方帽回家， 本小姐我就赶紧勤劳的去做功课去呗！

再见咯！！

Simply crap

It has been a while since I update, and tonight seems a bit free, so I'm trying to post something. Well, life of mine is great..fun..and yeahh..something weird happen again.. LOL.

Well, I thought that it won't happen again for at least a year of time..but..ishhh..you are so cute la! nahh..if u know me well, u will know what is my answer at the moment.

Being in a relationship is not that easy. It needs commitment, so..yeahhh..and this is the reason.. It is not that easy to commit anyways..especially a person like me..who is crazy? =x nahh..

and I think that we are not suitable la..no bip pop bip pop heartbeat..no feel at the moment..how to start wor? I don't feel like playing this game again..like seriously..I haven get ready yet.. as easy as that.. I don't feel like being tied to a relationship.. so that is my reason. Please don't ask me why again. =x

You know..

Do you know the feeling of losing something that is memorable and important to you?

Oh well...I just lost it just now..

You know...when he was always beside me,

I never appreciate him..

I never take good care of him..

I never cherish the moment of being together with him...

Until today...

Even this morning, I just don't feel like wanna care him much..

But I never know that today or this morning is the last day of me and him...

Thing can't be predicted right?

I thought of he gonna stay with me forever, so I still got a lot of time to care of him one day..

But who knows, he just left me without giving me any notice before..

You know..how sad it is..

He abandon me, he turn his body aside and left me..that's it..

without any second word..

I'm so lost right now..without you, who am I? without you..who can I depend on again? T.T

I need you in my everyday...

That's why people, cherish and appreciate whoever you have, whatever you have. It's gonna be a sweet memory for you one day!

Ohhhhh my w800...how could you treat me so cruel? Take away all my memories in your mind?

You know..I got lots of contact people, lots of photos and some important message..but now..because of you selfishness, I lost everything that is in you..

How bad you are my dear w800! Will you turn back to me one day? I know you won't! You gonna disappear forever in my life. I knew that!

ding dang wo ai ta 我爱他 - 丁当 MV

It's just so meaningful! I will never forget this! =D

Review and Goals

Have been reading a few posts that wrote about their review for the year 2010 and goals for 2011. So, I was thinking should I post this too? Oh well~ my blog what! why not kan? =p

Bah...I'm gonna make it simple so that you won't feel bored when reading it! xD

Review for 2010

1. I passed my second year smoothly. *yeah! final year to go*evil smile*

2. Got a better CWA compare with my first year. *hopefully I'm able to maintain it for 2011*

3. Not been a good daughter for my parent.

4. I have not learn to be forgiveful *I should learn it! piak!*

5. I have not growing up yet. *Haihh..should learn to be more mature*

6. I have not done my promise in year 2009.* As I promise that I will learn to love and care more *

Goals for 2011
1. 50kg

2. CWA

3. Gonna be a good girl

4. Graduate =D

5. Korea, Japan, Hong Kong, Australia *Dreaming*

5. Learn what I should learn

6. Do what I should do *I don't care what others gonna think about me- they just don't understand me right?* LOL

7. Workhard on what I had promise myself to do.*I know it myself*

ahahaha! look simple enough already? alright! gonna stop it here first! i'll update again =)

Master Pieces

I'm bored for doing nothing during 3 days of holidays. So, I planned to get a big photo frame that able to put lots and lots of photos! Since I couldn't buy one from town, I decided to make one myself. ahaha! Bought a white paper card, black and pink manila card, sticky stuf, and some other stationary that are needed.

Here it go...

Photo 1 : The stationary

Photo 2 : the love♥

Photo 3 : Starts to paste on some card..

Photo 4 : cutting off the print out of the photos.

Photo 5 : putting on some "celotape"..need to take care of the photos ba!

Photo 6: the messy-ness of my room =x

Photo 7 : Continue with paste paste and paste!

Photo 8: Almost done I suppose.. half way

Photo 9: Al most there.,. Can you find yourself in the master piece?

Photo 10: Deng Deng Deng! It's complete and it's on the wall =)

Can you find yourself in the master piece? ahaha.. spot it out then! I named this big photo frame as master pieces. Know why? cause..master means big and pieces means lots and lots. I wish to paste lots and lots of photos but I can't because of the size of the frame..haha!

Each and everyone of them in the master pieces are peoples that plays an important role in my life. Without them, I'm nothing. Seriously, without each and everyone of them, I wouldn't be able to grow. I wouldn't able to learn either. I am glad to have each and everyone. I *heart* u-s!

No matter how long have you stay in my life, I still need to say thank you! Knowing you guys are just a very wonderful thing in my life. You guys gives me a wonderful story, memory, history and album to be collected and memorize through out my life. It doesn't matter whether it is sweet, sad, bitter or taste-less, it worth for me to remember. As life move on, more memories and photos will be created.My life gonna continue to be colourful with you guys =)

Thank you and loves! *hugsss*♥♥♥

30. 12. 2010

Does this day means something to you? Hmm..for me, it's just a normal day. ahah! I'm just wondering, I have been posting a lot of things in this blog for 3 years since 2007. Should I continue posting stories?

Stories are up and down inside here. Some are happy, some are sad, some are angry , some are just my diary and some are normal event happening. However, all these posts means a lot to me. Those are the memories that I have through out my uni life. It belongs to me and only me. Or should I delete all the post and starts with new post from 01 Jan 2011 onwards?Or should I just stop posting? I just wanna have a peaceful life ba.. *wish to MIA* haha!

hmm...

So sweet of her

Got a surprise from a sista of mine=)

Let me show you some photos!

Photo 1 :

See this! so gold..and blink blink plus shinning shinning. Can you guess that it is from who? =D

Photo 2 : Still shining and blinking!

Photo 3 :Erm..let's open the wrapping.. 1 ! 2 ! 3!

Deng Deng Deng!!! Surprise!!

Owhhh~ cookies from her a.k.a Jun!

So sweet of her..The biscuits taste nice girl! Thanks girl! *hugs*

I'm so happy when I received this. I'm glad to know her and have her a member of the T-family! =D

Last week of 2010

6 more days to go.. 6 more days to a brand new year..6 more days to 01.01.2011. New year, new plan, new life, new experiences, new opportunities, some more?? a new person? new laughter, new image, new personality, new memories, new stories.

What have you wish for your new year? As for me, I wish that I can go to Perth* if things can go smoothly*, I wish to graduate next year, I wish to move to the next step, I wish to have a new story, life wouldn't be interesting without any stories or memories :)

Whatever happens in 2010, it will only be the past, the album, the past tense , the story, the ex, the memories. All those things gonna be storage the deepest part in the heart. Whatever happens means happens. There are no chances for you to re-do or re-act it again. Times won't turn back..Time will only moving forward. Time will bring you to another better island..don't you agree?

To my girl~yen, *if you read this* :

Just to let you know that whatever doesn't mean to be yours, let it go. You wouldn't know how good the things that is in front of you if you keep catching on something that doesn't mean to be yours. Give chances to others and yourself because you will never know how good others is.Never scared of losing him. Never feel scared to try out something new. Without him, you still friends, you still have your family. I believe our love to you doens't less than him.You can always get someone better than him in the future.Although we don't understand how you feel right now but you are still young ,girl. You just needs more album and colours. That's life my friends.

One step nearer

I can feel that it is a step nearer. Nearer to the pathway that I've decided and plan. Sometimes, things meant to be happen in that way and we can't say "no" to it but accept it and walk with whatever style that we like =)

That's our life and we have the right to decide on it.

Circumstances and problems might be Q-ing up in front of the way but never worry too much. Take it easy and learn from it. It will help you to grow more maturely. No matter how dark life feels, there is always something there to be grateful for. Trust that.

As for me, I'm done with stage 1 and moving to stage 2. Congratz to myself =) 4 more stages to go before it comes to the highest part. Need to work very hard for that. Nothing can stop me from moving forward and nothing is worth for me to stop down. *Aza aza!! Fighting!!*

Move forward always and always :)

Just a little update

Erm... a little update of me. Well, I'm still like usual..haven get fat till you can't recognize me yet..but soon I guess. haha *hopefully won't* hmm..relaxing a lot during the holidays. Everyone is out to work but I am alone at home relaxing and sleep.. Watch a lot of drama.. [ that is the best part about holidays] =D but will get bored too! how complicated it is right? haha

But sometimes will go to the office..do some paper works..but depends on my mood la..if I am too bored then i'll work..if i'm tired with works, i'll relax at home. Nice right?? haha..

Aiks..result will be released next wednesday..feel a bit of worry and nervous ehh..scared of fail =( Pray for me kay? I don't want to fail any unit..will die de ehhh...=x let me get into final year next sem okay?Please T_T

*time for bed*

byebye=)

A girl named : ~ Jun~

T Family

A girl named Jun is a friend of mine. Know her since two years ago during 2009 sem 1 soar training..erm, guess it is around November 2008. My first impression towards her is..she is such a talkative and noisy girl. Haha..or to say, she is very friendly until she can talk non-stop with you=D Besides, she can also laugh non-stop when there are something funny that attract her attention..haha What a cute and crazy girl~wahahaha

She loves sports a lot and everything with gold colour [hiak hiak!] $_$ . For those who want to give her present, make sure that it is gold in colour..and I sure she will super like it. =D She is a kind-hearted and helpful girl too! She will always be here advising me whenever I am down or upset. One special thing about Jun is she has lots and lots of friends. She can make friend with anyone easily I guess. =D

2 years time flies very fast and in a blink, she is leaving Miri to further her study in Aussie. Gonna miss her lots. Hope to see her soon! [pray for the *soon* of mine]

The old time of us Jun =)

The S & B hood xD

*Winks! Remember this plate girls? hehe^^*

Lastly, the song below are dedicated to both Jun and Elaine. Thanks for being a part of my life girls~ Without you guys, my life will not be such colourful =) sista forever! *hugggssssss*