Hello, i was wondering, anyone still reading blogspot? I've not been reading and updating for a very long time. It's about a year ago since my last post. And yes, I'm back after one year!
I'll just put an update here. Guess where am I now? I'm now in Sandakan! North part of Sabah? Correct me if I'm wrong. (: Well, why Sandakan??! Seriously, I've no idea. I don't know why I'm here. Ok, for the sake of work I'm here. I'm now working with HSBC Bank Berhad; but yea..Sandakan branch.
In a glance, I'm here for 10 months already. Can't imagine right? Time really pass so so sooooo fast until you don't realize. It's June in another two days. June, middle of the year!
Well, if you ask me life in Sandakan, I would said there is good thing and also bad. It's on and off. Sometimes happy and sometimes I'm so damn emotional. And sometimes I really miss home. I wish to go back so badly. Or i shouldn't go back.. because yea, you know that. Or maybe I should go somewhere else again. I don't know how long will I be staying here. 2 years? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years? No! It won't be that long until 10 years.
I don't even have a close friend or home at here. I feel so damn boring at here. And I'm feeling like I'm no one here. I'm no one to everyone here :(
Sometimes, I'm thinking again and again. It is a right decision to come over? I've since give up a lot of things to come here. I give up my family, my friends, my very veryyyy comfort zone. I have my everything in comfort zone. But I don't have one thing ; a person's heart.
Two heart; if really want to be together, there is always someone sacrifice and someone gain. So which one is you?
I'll give myself a maximum 5 years..if I really can do it; if really there is no changes in between.
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