Today, 23/11/ 2010..8:11pm, it's the second day of my holidays. Hmm..let's see what did I do today? Wake up at 7am..do some houseworks till noon and then drama. Oh well, I don't know whether I am old now or what..I can't watch drama continuousness 3 episodes for non-stop. Tatata.. =( Ishh..so, I sleep for the whole afternoon..piggy liao right? =p
Hmm..and ended up in front of my laptop updating my little space. And now I have a random thought of this.. well, don't know why, i started to feel that my world seems so quite..aiks..is it because of my problem or others? but I think it is my problem.. got worm inside my body (elaine, 2010) . haha..but seriously la..i'm kinda lazy nowadays..don't feel like going out and I wish I can just stay at home for 24/7. Friends date me for 5 times, i rejected them 4 1/2 times.. why ar? since when I become like this? zai nv betul!! >.<" and I can feel that i'm turning to the old old me..
Well, there are both good and bad side..the good side is- I can rest and relax more!!! =D and the negative side - I started to think a lot and simply make an assumption for every thought of mine. How terrible it is..
I am such a failure.. I can't do well in everything.. whatever I did, it will end up with something that is worst.. sucks outcome maybe? I wonder why? Is it because of my attitude?or my personality? my style? T__T tell me if anyone of you know why..Others might say that I am not friendly, I am not generous, I am small gas bla bla bla..whatever negative and bad comments, but do they really know what is the reason behind those evil face? Haihhh...
I really hope for a changes in life.. I am sick of all the problems and thought.. I am confused and tired.. I feel like wanna leave this place soon..[praying for the *soon*] ... at least I can have new experiences, new life although I know that there will be new problem too! That's life..life will not be complete without problems..right? T_T
Okay la..crap enough lerr..need rest..see ya peeps!
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