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my dear little blog...

how good it is if you are a person...

how good it is if you have a pair of ear...

how good it is if you have a shoulder...

how good it is if you can understand to my heart...

how good it is if you can feel how I feel right now....

My dear blog, please listen to what I wanna say..

I sick of everything..

I wanna get off everything including myself..

I hate my life..

I hate things to be happen in this way..

Sometimes, I feel like wanna cry but I can't..

Because there is too much reasons that step on my shoulder..

Sometimes, I admit that I am so bad..

I am so easy to get jealous for everything..

I have been so rude..

I have been no manner with others..

I have been threaten people unfriendly..

All this is because I scared to lose something.. I scared to lose the trust..

Sometimes, I really wanna ask..

Don't you feel tired??

No one can actually really understand me.. =(

So, please don't go into my world..

It's not fun at all..you won't feel the fun and happiness..

You will only feel angry and sad all the time if you get into my world..

and ya..I am so emo and sad right now..:(